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im so desperate for new music!!! people send me good bands!!!!
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[20 Sep 2008|12:26pm] |
its not fair for my roomate to have such a boring wall while mines decked out with tons and tons of intseresting things. on my wall a big elephant commands small rats to drag him across the stitches of cheap dyed cloth. thats an accurate description of life i think. i have posters of movies i dot even really like. i just like filling the void of dorm room white with anything i can get my hands on thats flat and 2 dimensional.
my roommate tries to do the same, but there's still huge spots of emptiness. i think its better filling your walls with meaninglessness than a couple drawings of unicorns and things retained since freshman year. you can tell what she had since freshman year, because there are huge stains on it. probably an oil painting accident.
she likes the shades pulled down. she goes to the bathroom to change. i leave the blinds wide open. if im crying, if im changing, if im drinking, i always try to leave the blinds open. so the world will be boxed in like a TV show, and i feel comfortable about myself.
im on the 6th floor, and anyone barely looks up there. i stare down at them hoping someone will look up and smile or shout. but i just keep watching the big TV and new york goes about its sad little business. old men hobble across the street. angry taxicabs beep and honk, as if these men will develop human strength all of the sudden and leap across the street, walker and all. in the daytime people are holding hands more. at night people hold breasts and glasses of beer and cigarettes and cups with a couple nickles in it, and signs that say things like "homeless and hungry, please help" or "tired of prostitution need money" or a quick story of their lives scribbled on some wet cardboard. all this on my tv screen every day, every night.
i wish someone could take me away from this tv screen. i heard TV turns your brains into mush. so does alcohol, but i guess whos really listening. im killing myself slowly everyday with poisons, fats, and chemicals. but this is what makes up everyone now. what do we have to look forward to but filling every single orface of our bodies with something.
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[19 Sep 2007|12:46am] |
dear journal,
titties.
sincerely,
jenna
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[19 Sep 2007|12:45am] |
dear journal,
titties.
sincerely,
jenna
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[11 Apr 2006|11:31pm] |
ATTENTION
IF ANYONE FOUND A BLACK VIDEO IPOD AT SCHOOL, WITH STICKERS, AND SONGS JENNA WOULD LISTEN TO...RETURN TO OWNER, JENNA FRYER. AND IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO STOLE ONE..TELL JENNA FRYER AND SHE'LL TAKE CARE OF IT!!
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[20 Jan 2006|09:46pm] |
I LOVE ALEX NAPPE <3333333
almost as much as i love pandas...almost...
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alien sex fiend - dead and buried |
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you comment, i add.
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